plcherubs-char

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2006-09-27T01:05:00.001-07:00

hello,
its been long since i blogged.
23rd sept
went to school by backgate and wth, its lock! so end up cabbed to the front gate $.$ then the cab driver said he dreamt and knew i going to serangoon north ave 1. like what the can, so i think it was like 11.43 so i ran to the harp room and was sweating like crazy. i didnt eat lunch cause i scared i late. So i was about to reach there, Ms Loh was walking to the staffroom. She asked me why i sweating like siao. i just smiled and she continued with my thumbdrive. Reached the harp room, it was silent pure silent as they were in the hall eating. Mrs Lum appeared as i was going to step out and she ask where's Jess and Sab so i told her in the harp room. so i watched them eat and dreaming of eating too. The performers changed and Mrs Lum was so shocked that they changed in the cardboard hahas! The bus arrived and we waited for Ms Loh to come to the backgate. She came in diff set of clothes and she changed her shoes on the spot. We were laughing at her, but when she got on the bus we started to laugh at Michelle-only the harpists who went will understand :D
Reached the place, its so cool! helpers+teachers were fighting to sit on mr Lee Kuan Yew's chair. it was super funny. Met with Erica, Grace and others. The harp fest was great(: the rave harpers are really great. Anyway, went back to school and i rushed to auntys house after that.

school is usual just that im having mood swing so people bare with me(:
i think i cant do my exam paper properly seriously as my space is like for bamboo to stand and babies to sit. Seriously I CANT EVEN STAND! I HATE THIS! my space is like PLEASE I SERIOUSLY AM PISSED! oh well, i will be a pancake and i got to crawl out/in to get to my place la and the backdoor handle is at my head there. I HATE IT! D:<>

you asked me to give her up. How can i when you refused to give yours up too? its really horrible and when shes treating me very nice. i seriously dont understand whats going on and exams here. how? but shes really great! everythin of hers, her expression esp! oh well. i will tryy! but it will be a 0% sucessful seriously Dx

2006-09-09T05:53:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is Sunday and Sunday is tomorrow. Yes! Is a start of a new blessed week(: which means it’s the end of holidays.. anyway tomorrow is Sunday and yeapp im gonna meet new people :D hahas! Arielle oh Arielle, my mum wont be going orhh.. hahas.. so your mum got no one to sit with HAHA! Anyway I’ve been slacking during the holidays ): oh well.. who cares xD ok.. cause someone ask me to update so just put this stupid post. Anywayz, KARINA LETS WORK HARD TOGETHER AND SHOW THAT BOASTY HAIR WE CAN GO INTO MUSIC Os! (:
Anyway karina its not a guarantee I will see her and if I do later her husband there very the pai seh leh.. go interrupt their “time” hahas.. you know! LOL!
happy birthday
happy belated birthday
happy early birthday
to all those september babes :D

2006-09-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

went back to school today for...
1. CLEAN THE CLASS!
2. CLEAN THE TEACHERS' TABLE!
3. accompany joyce + sardine
4. practise piano in the harpp roomm!
5. play the harp!
6. throw the plastic bag away!
7.watch them dancing(not planned actually)
hahas! :D I MISS SCHHOOOLLL!! :D

although she didnt come to school, im still happy! i miss the harp room although i visited it today! my 2nd home! arhh i love it soo much! i miss it! i miss the piano the harp the aircon the times we played together, laugh and cried! i miss all this precious moments! but sad i got to wait till after exams D: I MISS THE CHERUBIM! AND HARPP!! i seriously miss it D: oh well, i will just have to wait but its taking forever! D: anyway went bowling with joycee, kia hwee and elizabeth. KIA HWEE! you are so good in bowling hahas! She topped for both games while joyce 2nd for first game and i 2nd the second game hahas! i miss the times i went bowling, the time i went with the Betany Presbyterian Independent Church and the teacher treat us and treated us pasta mania too! oh well, i miss you guys! im in NCC now, also a great church! :D i wish this year will never end and have no exams! but dream on char x/ I WILL MISS YOU PEOPLE 2D2!! anyway i need to switch off the com and practise piano for the stupid selection coming up for music O level! and that TT is bias against me i believe.. oh crab her la.. but i believe i will do well and im leaving it to God! :D (no more being the old and depressed charlene! must see the positive side!) :D see your soon!

frens are not yo-yos, they are not things u throw which come automatically back to u
SO TREASURE THEM :D
*Joyce LERR
*Sardinee
*Crystal
*Julie
*Jaslynn & clique
*nats
*lene yong
*Sam ong
*Elizabeth Tayy
*Kia Hwee
*Natalie Wong
*Olivia Tan
*Jolyn Yap
*Justina & clique
*divya/deepa/jessica/abirami
and LOADS more! :D
each and everyone of you are precious as a friend to me!:D

lurves plcherubs-char :D

2006-09-04T02:04:00.000-07:00

what's a past is a past

what's yesterday is a history

maybe i'll jus have to forget everything every single thing

what can i do but to endureor just stay silent..

i jus dun wanna say saying out doesn't help.. so i guess...

keeping within me is the best solution..

fixing a broken heart~

taken from someone's blog. i sort of agree with this but dun be too sad :D you know who you are! and you have always the faithangelx + plcherubs + PL to cheer you up :D smile girl! oh well.. im learning how to be positive you see soo..(: BE POSITIVE! and see the positive side! there is no point seeing the negative side right? it will just make you sader! :D just smile and live life to the fullest! :D loves(:

student : Teacher, would you punish me for something I didn't do?

teacher: Of course not.

student: Good, because I didn't do my homework.

ahahaha.. super funny! oh well its found on an unexpectted person's blog HAHAA!! i cant imagine mann.. the teacher will just EXPLODE esp mrs teo :D or TT hahas.. oh well! :D

:D

2006-09-03T20:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i went to church and i saw both CCA teachers! its kind of frightening. Heng, Mrs Lum didnt notice me i think but Miss Loh noticed me when i was looking at the FBT at carrefour.. ITS SCARY! anyway, aunty pearl also talked to her and its like, im gonna follow her home and also shes talking to Miss Loh so i siamed away hahas.. anyway, hannon bimbos, Miss Tan wants to change the venue to some Heeren Korean restaurant, Han Ka ram. kind of weird but i dont think i will be going to celebrate with your sorry x/ have a fun time eating up her money! :D hahas... yup, but had fun time in church :D i wish it would nvr end. and i no need to go home x/ oh well, yesterday was my papa's celebration for his birthday got a cheese cake for him :D haha.. my sis got the toping and my aunt bought the same cheese cake! haha! :D so qiao! anyway, music Os selection is coming up and my parents nvr see me play piano until so many times hahas.. oh well xD i wanna prove TT wrong thats why.. but my wrist is starting to hurt! so dammy! ): anyway YAY! whenever shes going to school she will tell me! 3 cheers haha! anyone wanna study? sorry hannon bimbos, i dun wan go to celebrate cause its MEANINGLESS TO! when someone will be there niaoing* oh well.. i cant take it anyway :D anything email me/tag me/msn me :D plcherubs_harpist@hotmail.com
how i wish all the sunday would be the same and i will be at the auditorium waiting:D but it wun as my mum gonna come with me and she hates goin to the auditorium instead she wants to go to the overflow room RAR! anyway.. oh well..

2006-09-01T01:49:00.000-07:00

teachers day was just so great(: i just love it haha.. aces day! wa.. mdm zalena your husband very powerful leh.. play the drums until so nice! :D i miss the good old days in primary school! ohh..! miss tham and miss goh PROMOTED! 3 cheers haha.. anyway miss loh and miss goh camse to pri school but only for 5 mins haha.. my as well dun come lol! x) yupp.. shall end here.. anyone wanna study call me up or email me/msn me @ plcherubs_harpist@hotmail.com or can tagg :D yay! cya!

it is just more then words,
even more then action,
that only my emotion can express my feelings for gm*
(: i love you! gm* (:
see you on sunday in auditorium ok? (x

(:

2006-08-31T23:49:00.000-07:00

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wads your freaking problem lah.. go and change the board then throw away the music stuff now ask me to redo everything and keep pestering me you think i very free or wad.. so irritating then wan to attract attention go and fake cry puhlease.. dun so childish lah.. and scream in class, the class very noisy no need you to add inside. im tolerating spilling all this out so that you cant read. you everytime turn around either disturb me or crystal dun you know is very irritating, i think you dun thats why. wat bad hair day, you say crystal hair very messy yours even worse. why not i say to you everyday wan? thats how annoying it is. please.. and because of you i dun find the reason why i should celebrate we got 5th and somemore you keep asking and telling people why am i the one to present miss yoong the $80. you wan you go ask miss tan la, wads your problem you jealous is it. then you and your hot temper, i than dun wan celebrate with you. celebrating with you can die and somemore you surely say wa lao this and that and i dun wanna explode. please stop all your nonsense!

2006-08-24T03:47:00.000-07:00

i am in music tec now.. its been long since i blog.. hiax.. at last my competition and performance over! :D yay but now.. i got testttss... exammm.. )): anyway i blog another time.. still feeling dam pissed >:( hiax.. x/

2006-08-09T00:13:00.000-07:00

Very irritated since Syphony Of Praise till now 9 august. Dont feel like blogging sorry.
sec4 farewell yesterday. Sec4s are leaving.. sec4s 05' left.. WHY? ): i'm already missing the this year sec4s! loveya! MUST COME BACK!!

2006-08-01T21:41:00.000-07:00

yesterday
it was the SOP rehersal at the SCH. used up almost all my energy.. helped the handbells, almost must help the band.. then wa lao carried the chairs dam heavy la.. i almost fall backwards sia.. hiax.. i hurt my back din want to tell anyone x/ cause later they spread.. so i controled and pretend nothin happen but it was quite painful :( but plcherubs i will just help no matter wad :D

today
woke up couldnt move.. was very pain.. so end up didnt go to school. D: I WANT TO GO SCHOOL!! RAR!! today somemore is the audition *sniffs* oh well.. hiax.. i got to practise piano liao. dunno why i'm suddenly so in love wif my piano must touch everyday.. i think its bcause of gm* (:

~~she actually replied me(: I <.33 her shesmyall:D~~

monday lala

2006-07-30T19:24:00.000-07:00

almost late today.. reached school about 7.20am.. VERY LATE!! i rush into class then ran to the hall. to realise that people were scrolling in.. at about 7.45. SO EARLY HORR.. then my gm when one of thye teachers were talking about the nomination for teachers(: at least shes here haha.. :D hiax.. that TT scold hwee min for the costume.. i hate TT.. she think so easy she go do herself lah...!! will blog another time(: hope SOP is ok.. heehee..
xDD

2006-07-30T04:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday the music tec was quite a disaster. First me & pam were the earliest. Our room was taken away by some stupid guy who paid for the room we booked. RAR! >:( then when everythin was ok, we got chased out of the room and had some pertatic room with only two octives on the keyboard. Everyone were so “cooperative” till me and sherry wanted to walk out of the room. But control control.. I wanted to turn off the sound and say your want to play your own staff then I my as well leave now but then nvm.. I guess every Saturday will be a waste of time. Very irritating luhh..!! oh well..

Today, tuition so boring but my mind wasn’t with my physical body.. I was thinkin of the music tec+SOP! Oh well.. I’m busy busy.. then after my tuition suddenly, my relative came I got a shock or rather my whole family got a shock it was tmr’s dinner that they were invited haha... anyway that’s all.. cant really blog ): too many things to do.

Dont be too good, i will miss you,

Dont be too carring, i might like you.

Dont be too sweet, i might fall for you,

Its hard for me to love you when you dun love me at all.

2006-07-28T17:56:00.000-07:00

today
cant really say what is gonna happen yet as its 8.50am now. and i got to go and get ready to go novena for the music tec thing.. hiax.. very sian ]:

yesterday
it was the SOP rehersal in the sch hall and a ex pl lite coming to talk to us. To many people the talk was quite boring to me was ok lah.. I learned a few things :D after that had a longg talk from TT and ST. so we went to different CCA holding room. we just settle in wanted to start playing when jess and cherisse said we gtg out. i was woahhh!! so fast so went out. see the handbell so stress, i became very scared. soon it was our turn, i just walk through the wall. so cool right? haha.. rush in and place the chairs i suppose to put. the best joke is i din know that they place a marking for the down stage and so i continue putting and forgot that the rest of the sec2s dunno how to put. so when i turned back i saw disaster, quickly i adjust and left the "stage" by walkin through the wall again. how nice right :D haha..
shes so funny, pretaye :D but no brains D:

2006-07-26T01:52:00.001-07:00

many things happened.. today, i reached school the same time as!! heehee.. i'm like hoping it will happen everyday but its like super late ): hiax.. late for me early for her. haha.. mt is so funny, i think her husband must be very scary! mt lesson rocks! the method she teach is very very funny! :D i must learn how she teach and use that method next time if i wanna be teacher. but i must learn ml method 1st! hmm.. tt stupid boasty hair thinks her singing very nice lah! but the window cracks everytime she sings.. oh well.. cant blog anymore having piano lesson in 3 mins time booo.. super busy ): SYPHONY OF PRAISE coming up!! ((: cant wait! wish me luck for the coming music IT competition.. life IS depressing )): anyway byee for now!

stress..
misunderstanding or purposly making my life miserable..
mood swing,
gets crazy many times.
i dont know how i'm gonna survive but with God's help i know i will.
Things has changed.
ur think i want to get favour,
your are very one-sided.
one thing. your dun know me well!

2006-07-26T01:52:00.000-07:00

2006-07-23T19:21:00.000-07:00

cool.. saw jap students durin IT lessons and everyone went to the window and see their stockings very high and their skirt super short.. during IT lesson we were talkin about rubbish things.. Mr Q_ gf haha..! so funny.. i'm blogging durin the IT lesson.. i just realise that gm haven come :( PE got my poor nose injured.. hiax.. thnx to me not paying attention and looking at them playing the game. lene and sam yeo can shoot well x) imagine my grp VS sam ong's group.. can die lah! will be exciting game though.. waa.. sherly, sherry and jessica can almost missed the whole lesson.. omg.. mrQ is 25 haha.. he is self praise that he looks like 16 haha.. anyway, no time to blog already at home cause exam coming in 10 days time and i still have the music tec competition and its like twice a week.. my time all flying lahh! :( anyway shld i lend j_ photoshop? my gm sick arh :(( anyway life is depressing thats why your know my blog pw. although life is meaningless.. oh well.. gtg.. hearing Q story haha..!

TAG REPLIES lalah((:

2006-07-10T06:38:00.000-07:00

TAG REPLIES (:
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2006-07-05T08:06:00.000-07:00

trying to figure out the correct answer for that qnsbut it was so hard and there wasnt answers behindso i decided to give up eventually..today was rushing and rushing againas in i rushed but i still missed baalletaccording to the phraseyou must learn how to prioritise your activitiesi decided i had to skip ballet i had no choiceof course a competition is much more importanttodays music tec was not so much of a competitionit was a second round auditionas we had passed the first round1st stop was travelling to kranji secbut we realised the location wasnt that rightso we went to music tec sch.luckily we werent that lateas the whole thing has been delayedafter the long waitingout time slot finally camei was trying to smile to the judgesthat i think it was too muchbut its alright at the most id just look stupidso when it was time time we were supposed to showi was frantically trying to find my scorethe clicking part was fineits just that dawn and i had to find the notesand it was quite a difficult jobas our hands were shakingthings got better when the lady judge walk farther awayand char the harp one came to help.next was sherry's drum partshe had to show to judges how she did the rhythmni suppose it was hard for heras the system was totally different from schoolwe told the lady and she suggested to change it to cakewalkcakewalk home studio also did not workthe metronome was still differentand finally the judge asked another qnsthat was a successful onewhick was about how we were going to combinewhen we were suppossed to play the many instrumentslive on stageby only a few of us so sherry savaged the situationby telling her we could sequence itso we woundnt have to change it oftenly.i was relieved that the judges were smilingand noding their heads to each other.my legs were not so jellied by thenthe thing ended with more smiles by the judges//macs was after thati was mad requesting for curly friesand it stopped me from going insanethe results will be known tmr in the morningi really really hope we can get inthats when all of us would get to program everythingfind the costumespractise like mad peopleand last of allwe would get to dance while slinging the keyboards!!!hannon. this hannon is differentit is sure going to be an outstanding one ((: tell the lady in pinkwe would make it??

WE DID MAKE IT! this was taken from barneys blog xD a important member of hannon.. actually ALL ARE VERY IMPORTANT! ((:

2006-07-05T07:55:00.000-07:00

YAY! WE GOT INTO FINALS! FINALS! AND i heard we are placed currently second! HANNON BIMBOS~ 3 CHEERS! ((: JIAYOU FOR LIVE PERFORMANCE AND LETS WORK HARDER! andfriday.. anightmare..ishantsayabtitishalljustprayandletwisdomcometome!ithinkitsreallynopointhelpiniftadsthecase!

now i got to plan for the months ahead i think i should relook and think what comes first and maybe____ wun be important to me anymore.. i mean fine if its no use then ok lorh..

:(

2006-07-03T20:12:00.000-07:00

hiax.. ): i think i'm gonna so give up into cca.. is like.. cant i just help up.. hiax.. i dunno lah.. now i'm freakin scared thanks to her.. =( oh well.. givin up should be what should i do now.. i cant take it anymore.. iamnotgonnahelpalreadyimsorry):

(:

2006-07-03T03:20:00.000-07:00

YAY!~ 90 hours of music marathon is over! PL lites we have done it(: CONGRATULATION!! haha.. oh well, reach milenia walk at around 6.38. My group was going on stage i'm like ARHH!! and jolyn yap still dun wan to hurry! so nvm. end up, i have to sing although i played the piano and jaslynn cant sing! arhh.. what is this! ): nvm.. ended up anyhow singing.. then oh man! it was the last song and i was shivering!so i was cool down char! and karina just givin moral support! nvm at least its something(x then our turn was over. i might sprite! she is chio bu((= heehee.. and after that everyone came to KAPO! esp sissy,nini and yaya(",) correct? LOL! yahh!! freakk! haha.. and the other GRACE din wan to talk to her! F5.. so Julie's mum brought us to eat(: ty da jie! haha.. then it was 1 porriage to ALL porriage! then 1 milo to ALL milo LOL! its funny! then went back to milena walk.. oh man miss___ was there.. zZzZ.. so we dodged her and i said hi she smiled back so i smiled then about 10+ me and Sherry left. The best joke was we told her that we goin to city hall to meet them and they were at novena.. and miss____ sense of direction very good hor.. :/ met mrs cumar(: she looks weird though x) yup.. then i almost fall because of miss_____ hiax.. who cares.. she so ARHH!! on my nerves.. prepare this last minute thing make ALL OF US SO!!hiax.. SORRY PL CHERUBIM! IS NOT MY FAULT I CANT GO BUT MISS____ FAULT! SORRY! :( yup.. then i thought they in school so went to school back gate locked.. so went mac with jia en cause Dawn went home and Sherry went ice-skating so.. yupp.. i ate my lunch and the whole bunch of them came in i was like SHOCKED TOTALLY! i thought they were at serangoon Ave somethin.. so i was HIAX.. and met them in MAC (x yay.. thank you Lord! so sat with Fiona as no space the otherside.. so started talkin and WTH!! joyceLEE and faithLEONG.. SO CRAP! and sorry monkey! i didn't know they were doing this to you about the LOOK BEHIND! and POOR XIYING! got hit for no reason! LOL.. i still can picture when joyce was like you bluff me lorh and joyce piak xy's eye there OMG.. must be so painful. LOL.. so poorthing! anyway.. took 317 =_= went 1 big round sia! zzZzzz.. so DIAO! eEeK! sis and me was in super bad mood when came home.. oh well.. hiax.. i'm still very sad i can't help out and see the closing ceremony! :*( anyway.. i need someone to cheer me up.. i think i give up on c_______ =( hiax.. i mean its unappreciated lorhh! oh well..
HIAX! end here!

2006-07-01T03:19:00.000-07:00

the opening of music marathon was great(: anyway.. i'm sorry harpists! hiax.. i'm very sad too! ): I AM VERY VERY VERY SORRY!! ): but will wait for ur in school kae! :/ no choice. i'm sad now.. but ya.. PEOPLE WITNESS THE CLOSING CEREMONY OF NONSTOP SINGING FOR 90 HOURS!? COME AT 12 SHARP! TO WITNESS THE CLOSING CEREMONY (:

2006-06-23T18:23:00.000-07:00

As usual, went to school again. Sabbie sort of forced me to go at 8am. i want to sleep leh.. but nvm serve others and...(quoted from Mrs Wong Y.T) i wanted to be but i dont think N(a) can. But do unto others what you want others to do to you(: reached the harp room, set up the chairs and brought down the harps. When i started practising, Michelle came in together with Joyce. Sabbie and I were rather shocked! Michelle went to kapo and looked at the last year stamp project which attracted Joyce and Sabbie. Then michelle went out and Joyce shared about she having constipation, michelle rushing her. Haha! and jessica teaching a new word 'bomb' which i heard as bong and thinking wads bong to find out that it was bomb. went to mc with s, g, c. kind me helped them to deliver mc donalds. must be grateful lor.. me carrying macs into the harp room. the npcc people was like i want! then azu was like i wan give me x) sorry i nvr buy extra lah..yupp.. it was fun! esp when Joyce my entertainer(: haha..
the song: a lonely september ROCKS! go hear it on sardines blog (x
imissyouicanthelpitbutloveyou(:

2006-06-22T05:57:00.000-07:00

hmm.. its my target to reach school earlier than sabbie.. i only managed ONCE! lolx.. MISSION TO BE ACOMPLISE! haha.. went for the music IT.. go also for wad.. slacking down there surfing and on msn(: could tell the poor teacher kinda piss): then called zongxia.. WTF.. got no teacher sabbie did you bluff me? x) haha.. yupp.. so went in wanted to play bball.. but zoey left, vivian left and so did everyone including me.. i met sardine and jiaying! jiaying looks SUPER CUTE! haha.. SARDINE THE COOK! cooked for us breadfast/lunch (: scramble eggs and hotdog OMG! ILOVEHER! LOL.. then went to buy bubble tea, j and s were crazy jumping around haha.. while me conserving energy haha.. went to find lene while lene went to find us.. and somehow she din see us and we din see her! it was so commecial! met shakilah on the way(: cutt hair also very cutee! (: haha.. then went and dance.. ZzZzZz.. its freaking hard sia! )): oh well i'll try my very best for the team(: its a grp work haha.. then we went to the void deck below and guess what! police thought we doing something wrong HAHA! but i was so scared lol.. nvr see a police before HAHA!! me and lene same reaction(: then i overheard that a guy fight 1 on 1 OMG! oh well... yupp.. sardine and jiaying so cutee they dance like a couple haha.. waiting for shakilah to upload pictures and videos for me to laugh at(: I CAUGHT JIAYING ABUSING SADRINA WITH HER STINKY FEET LOL! IT RECORDED BEWARE JIAYING LOL! haha.. had a great time man(: i went back to school and the teachers where like shouting x) haha!!
shes sooo cute! she sms me saying dun know-its ok(: love her!muacks(:

gonna end here.. (: WHEE~~

2006-06-20T00:44:00.000-07:00

be back! wont blog for a while~ busy =( sorry!

2006-06-18T02:28:00.000-07:00

its so not my day today! i typed in a long post and its all gone.. i shall type it again.. hiax.. first my handphone and mp3 kanna confiscated! nxt stewpid cheena teacher complain to mum that this week homework not done): next only can study in one room(small square room) the other one mum locked it.. i think they've found out that my school homework not done..what a luck when my big day is tmr! and the day i've been waiting for.. what shit lah.. zhen dao mei! for now i got to clear up prepare for stamp project(ARHH.. tmr!) do my SCH hw, practise piano, read abt history of music, do tuition homework, etc.. Darn how am i suppose to finish?! i very stress now! somemore this is the last week.. HELP! ): holiday suck@ esp when you are stuck in Singapore going to school most of the time if not at home having tuition, doing projects or homework, this suck big time. Tmr is my big day XD can see my ex-seniors or rather graduated seniors! For all i know i miss them:D and i cant wait to talk to the dearie sec2s harpists(: and see the cute lil sec1s! they are nice although ~*~ but over all i <33> i'm waiting for you and joyce dun talk crap!

TMR IS MY BIG DAY :D WHO WANT TO COUNTDOWN WITH ME XD
just cant wait (:

plcherubs-char(:

2006-06-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

yipee! i finished my maths homework at 2AM! broke my record and woke up at 10.40am. Bahh.. i would slept until 12pm if dad didn't call me. I wonder what football match was yesterday. Heard about three "goal!" shoutings.. and my dog started barking =_="' thankfully my sis went down and scold my doggies(: <33 also ="("> I<33yougan-ma!(:>

2006-06-16T03:40:00.000-07:00

only one doing this project.. at first it was music IT now its also the stamp project... i wonder what happen if both days crashes! i'm super stress and i had enough of pq! NO MORE MAPLE FOR 2 days x) happy? or rather 3 days! bleahh.. haha.. oh well =( hiax.. very stress now!! cant take it! hiaxsh.. stamp project i haven finish and what is worse.. my HOMEWORK NOT DONE!! =X oh well.. i'm freaking out! HELP!! someone.. hiax... i cant cope man! gan-ma<33>

2006-06-16T03:32:00.000-07:00

1. When someone truly loves you, he/she'll do everything for you.
2. When someone truly loves you, he/she won't keep saying they love you.
3. When someone truly cares about you, they won't ask you if you're alright, because, they know you're not alright. Instead they'll find ways to cheer you up or listen to your troubles.
4. When someone truly loves you they'll give in to you endlessly.
5. When someone truly loves you they'll stand up for you.
6. When someone truly loves you they'll shed tears for you.
7. When someone is True to you he/she only cares about you, the first thing when he/she comes online, he/she'll find if you're online first. When he/she comes to school, he/she'll lookout for you first. when he/she phone's ringing, the first thing that comes to he/she mind, will be you.when he/she recieved a message, he/she'll wish its you.
8. when someone loves you, they won't find you annoying. everyword you've said, they'll treat it seriously.
9. When they've hurt you, they are scared of losing you.
10. When someone loves you, they'll think about you all night.
love you baby! i'm thinkin of yah!
this is so true xD think about who you love then read this(:

2006-06-15T06:03:00.000-07:00

hmmm... i'm pq freak? but i hate it when people gets impatient!! RAWR! its freaking irritating! anyway.. went for tuition and bumped into lene after tuition at mrt there haha.. she looks freaking pretty X) cant believe it was her! shes super tent! anyway she cant beat gan-maa<33>
miss you! coming home soon?(:

2006-06-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

pqpq(: i'm crazy over partyquest the level 40-60! wheeha~ maple lala.. i'm addicted to maplerly again! good or bad?! orhh.. so sad haha.. but WHEE~ anyway pq 4 time FINISHED once(: i use my own hand and click click click very good hor(: i think i'm goin crazy haha..! ok.. went bonkus wif LER(: joyce ler! haha.. played my harppy.. and met grace for the stamp thing! it was HILARIOUS! *_* and stupid! oh well.. i got shock twice i think not by BEES but by JOYCE LER who was scared of bees! because her shirt got hive-> beehive :D haha.. then i met jialin omg.. so paiseh leh.. she stare at me and i stare back heez..! so malu #_# bleahh.. xD anyway haha.. me&joyce went crazii! and joyce i am SO NOT close to her although i wanna be! (: Missin her! x) she go where nvr tell me bleahh.. but tell me she not in sg =_="' aiyah.. nvm i'm crazy over PQ now..! maple partyquest it so rawks! (: haha.. so WHEE HA (:

2006-06-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

me never blog so long should be bloggin tmr (: cya then

2006-06-09T04:19:00.000-07:00

Life is just so miserable With me having to experience failure almost every moment of my life. I'm really very miserable right now. Why can't i live a happy normal life? This has really been a very bad yr for me. I really hate this year so much. I hope term 3 would be a better term for me.I really don't know what's wrong with me.. Or is it the people around me? I really am very confused with my life right now. I need to think, what i'm doing whether is right or wrong.I really don't want to make anymore mistakes in my life. Especially huge mistakes tht i can never take my mind off. I need help at this moment.Help to think what i'm doing to my life. What's life all about when everything you try, you will never succeed. I hate to think about it cause it really just sends a deep pain down my spine.
/taken from someones blog/ this thing is also so true for me.. ): i just need loads of help!

2006-06-08T22:52:00.000-07:00

imagine what holidays is this when first week you go back to sch 3/5 days and second week 4/5 days. someone please tell me WHAT HOLIDAYS IS THIS?! even teachers have a better life than me compare how many times i go to school than them :( gan-ma surely havin a great life out of singapore. i'm just so sad.. and I HATE THIS JUNE HOLIDAYS! i think i'm not going to do my homework! is like i'm sick, i'm stress, school and tuition have occupied my holidays, i sleep at 2+ because of projects and all, my dog will be gone ): soon. IM JUST SO f@#n*jYnI9 now.... i am just so stress sad and all the mix feelings with no one to share with as everyone is overseas or out for camp! I NEED HELP!! the stamp project*, music IT and some stupid messenger for harp, homework, tuition, my dogs coming death and all that ITS KILLING ME!! HELP!! SOMEONE PLEASE ): only have little time on the com to do own stuff.. like now i'm typing the content page for stamp project... I HATE THIS!! and the teacher abandon us to do on our own and expects everything right on 22nd june.. HELP!! i'm freaking out big time =( "charlene im not in Spore n Tessa is also overseas-pls sms me again nx wk" changed a few words.. gone without me ): i'm just so sad.. at least you could like hint right.. i talked to you throughout the holidays and when i asked you something, you replied me like that.. i think i should just give up as ler says.. gan-ma i really dunno if i should still love and help you :( i'm sad now.. i cant take it.. you helped me first and a half weeks and than you said this.. you know how hurt am i.. i really dunno ):

2006-06-03T03:21:00.000-07:00

i have no idea why but i'm feelin dam low ): everything seems horrible for me! i cant stand it.. my whole life is shattered.. why and what am i living for? why am i sitting down here bloggin? i really don't know what i'm doing and when i'm going all i'll know that i will me my close pals.
♥olivia, natalie, sardine, joyceLER, lene, jolynYAP, grace, jaaziel, jiaying, julie, natasha, justina, samong thats about it.. and my fellow harpist(sec2s), seniors(: and juniors! all of the harpist.(: and gan-ma<33>2 family(:
the moments we've spent no matter good or bad i still teasure it! ♥ yr! ♥
i'm just thinking how long will we be friends and when will we come to an end...

seen it many place: never make somebody your everything cause when they're gone you've got nothing.

how can i not make you my everthing? ): iloveyou!♥

2006-06-03T02:59:00.000-07:00

took from someone's blog(: its really meaningful to me!
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you'll never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next timearound.
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tag replies(:
grace: can.. but when you want and see ya in sch(:
zongxia(ahma): SENIOR! miss ya! ): i'm doing fine how abt ya? miss ya loads!
sardine: matured? hmm.. haha... cause i'm a mum xD dunt you know haha..
jane: hello(: yay you tagged haha.. will miss ya soon ):
charORIGINAL: ok lah, charisse but my classmates call me char and another charlene is lene yup.. hmm.. shall think abt it but in ms call me harp lah.. lol xD will miss ya nxt year ):

i will never know when you will be gone but i know that you are there for me(:
we share the same interest but we will never be the same!
we don't know how much we love each other but i just wanna let you know that iloveyou loads and you will never be replaced(: i'm missing you! see you again sometime! ILY! and misses you now! gan-ma<33

2006-06-03T02:55:00.000-07:00

I PASSED MY GRADE 5 THEORY EXAM!! I'M SO BLESSED (:

2006-06-01T01:15:00.000-07:00

tag replies (:

elyssa: hello(: yay you tagged! haha..
erica: heyz.. haha.. i shal tag you back :)
joyceLER: whee! haha.. love ya loads too.. go with me to harp room to you its spooky (x
sardine:hmm.. i shall think about that!
fiona: yes.. haha.. glad you know i'm obsessed with harp(: i might be making a official harp blog but.. i need help (x wanna help haha..
yingshan: HELLO! hmm.. haha.. no need to say bye lah.. i also everytime nvr say whee!~

2006-06-01T00:55:00.000-07:00

you are precious to me,
more precious than a jewel.
you stand number one in my heart,
where no one can replace it.
you gave me task to do,
so that you have lesser things.
i encouraged you,
when you were very stressed.
we laughed, talked and shared together,
i treasure these moments.
Its all kept in my heart,
how about you?
Now we are drifting apart,
I can feel it strong ly while you can.
rumours are going around me,
of what you said.
I guess this might be the end of our fellowship/friendship/relationship.

Whats rge point of dreams,
when all your dreams are shattered.
Whats the point of making friends,
when none is your true friend.
Whats the point of having a family,
when no one loves you.
Whats the point of going to school,
when teachers bad-mouth you.
Whats the point of helping your friends,
when all they do is backstab and betray you.
Whats the point of coming to earth,
when nothing seems right for you.
Whats the point of living,
when everything seems meaningless.
All these gives me a conclusion,
i think i should just end life.

I trusted you,
but all you did is to break it.
You didn't feel anything,
I felt pain you can't feel.
You expect me to be role model,
when you believe all the rubbish,
from those bitches.
I've tried my best to help you,
but you believe them.
I've done my best,
seems like my effort is down the drain.
I have given up,
i'm sorry but seems like you rather them then me.
Happy being with them,
and one more word.
Goodbye.

only some will understand :/ and these poems are created by plcherubs-char and its copyrighted!

2006-06-01T00:51:00.000-07:00

readers dun mind, bear with all the vulgarities :/ so sorry about it.

what the fuck lah.. firstly, holidays are suppose to give me a break but wth.. studying, packing, schooling, tuitioning. Think i God or what, no need break. Even Jesus took rest on the 7th day. Ass lah.. cant use com watch tv and going out... spoil my holiday mood only...

2006-05-31T01:59:00.000-07:00

2nd post of the day(: had great bball game with sardine although she played easy.. but i won(: but because she didn't give her all xD if not it would be ~~7-0~~ joking haha.. mmm.. the roti prata rocks! it taste great.. sad sad.. i'm going to miss my dear camera cause my aunty goin to take it along with her to overseas. no more photoes frenz ): hmmph.. i wish upon a ? somethin which it remains in my heart (: gannymama, i hope you will me a great post or all my effort will be down the drain ): miss you dearly gan-ma(:

how should i say this.. but i just wanna know from class mates and fellow harpist am i very bossy? :/ sorry if i am but pls tag and tell me!

2006-05-30T23:19:00.000-07:00

whee~ first time going out wif sardine xD haha.. i mean like not in school kind of thing.. now blogging and talkin to grace..
"i really find these days weird? Questions just floating about in one's head, who are my true friends? Who do you trust more among two of your CLOSEST friends? What did someone say? What did someone do? It all trails back to ONE main question, WHO ARE YOUR REAL FRIENDS?I guess noone knows. Who are ''real'' and who are ''fake''. The best is just to make do of what u have and TRY to be satisfied with it. No matter what at least you know that someone will ALWAYS be there. No matter who? There will always be someone who just love being around you, and will always forgive and forget even after you just screamed your brains out at them." taken from sardines blog. i think about it too thats why my wish is to really know who are my REAL frenws.. oh well.. yupp.. will you be in school when can i talk to you?!

2006-05-30T05:40:00.000-07:00

hmm.. maths and science fantasia today i thought it will be stupid but its not when cute(xD by jaaziel) senior wendy lead us(: haha.. shes funny.. yupp.. had great time.. but than.. i hate one part*** esp**** i mean wads her problem.. i hate **** wads her problem lah.. whee i love my new blogskin :D and its mine charity not plcherubs one heehee.. haha.. actually 3/5 chop for 2 smart students is not bad! except for the last station had helpers (: haha.. and omg.. teachers sons and daughters so cute and MR LIM SET SO HARD THINGS FOR US! the stupid water pressure.. sabbie sorry the fbt i really forgot till i pack my cardboard :/ sorry! today was fun overall and in conclusion WENDY LOVES MY CLASS(: why you go home so fast my as well dun come school right? and woops i'm the one who sms you xD sorry careless haha.. love you gan-ma<33>

2006-05-28T23:54:00.000-07:00

its always so fun going out w charlene. taken from joyce ler's blog(: whoohoo.. haha.. so fun xD omg.. i so happy! practised harp(: i am doin wad she says whoohoo haha.. yup.. OMG I CANT WAIT FOR HER BIRTHDAY! lol.. i prepare everything liao lol! shall show you the crazy neos and pictures we took/i took xD

2006-05-27T01:44:00.000-07:00

HELP! SOMEONE HELP ME! I NEED TO SHARE THIS! ): ass hole N&S sh!t them lah.. kanna sai i am so not going to forgive them! gan-ma why you go believe them.. they so liar! and still put words in ur mouth! I helped you loads of times liao.. its up to you to choose :/

2006-05-27T01:36:00.000-07:00

today had tuition in the mornin.. crap lah.. so much hw.. hiax.. whole day thinking about my gan-ma): yup.. thanks er gu(: gave me a treat at meridian hotel at orchard there and saw miss tham and miss goh and i was speechless ARH!! charlene ur courage go to the drain lol.. cause kind of unexpected to see them in orchard (X than a sec3 girl went pl lite please donate.. how you know i pl lite!! haha.. so sad nvr see gan-ma): cant wait for tuesday(: goin school super early YAY! to see my gan-ma<33 color="#000000"> gan-ma i miss you where are you? i want to find you): reply me! I cant sms you :( waiting for you... why you nvr come? wan bring me go out nvr come.. hiax.. bet you super busy bah.. sniff sniff.. will help you out! (: gan ma<33>

2006-05-27T00:10:00.000-07:00

whoohoo i love THIS YEAR meet the parent sessio. come to school. brought mama to meet form teacher, saw deepa, divya, abi and farida like super early xD was so bored so i went to sardines house and woke her up than i saw her mama.. ran back to school and loh started talk ing to my mama! i was like S***.. very scared xD after that brought my mum to E hall and crystal followed by grace than jaslynn came(: jaslynn seating inside while me, sardine, grace and crystal having chit chat session outside(: i walk around with crystal finding for mrs tan. Had great fellowship with gan-ma<33, color="#ffffff" size="1">gan-ma<33>

2006-05-25T07:29:00.000-07:00

hello, after so many days of not blogging, IM BACK (: sardine why you nvr come to sch): take care yea! wa lao mrs aw against me or something keep charlene..charlene.. wad the.. for chinese we had 2 presents i want to reject also cannot): geog free period xD thanz miss lim i need that free period. was busy collecting files and live booklet.. oh well bye sparky): yupp.. wohhoo.. was loh inpection time no english yipee yay! (: did stuff for her haha.. i heard the GB sec1s sing OMG!! they hack care kind of thing! hiax.. nvr see her going home): if not she can fetch me xD lazy charlene! i love her(: she touched/grabed me, respected me, thanked me, stared(that look) at me and said well done!(: our relationship is getting better(: shes just so sweet! and she compliment me by saying i have done a great job yay! gan-ma<33>

2006-05-25T02:35:00.000-07:00

suppose to 24th may
SIS, happy birthday(: SHE WORE NEW CLOTHES! SHES LOOKS PREWWTAYY!!

2006-05-23T04:16:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! shes just soo cute,lovable,funny and SOCIABLE! ((: I LOVE YOU GAN-MA!! (: sleep well tonite you look so pale haha..

2006-05-21T00:19:00.000-07:00

Kept thinking about her,including now man.. i actually hugged a fan imagine it was her! i lurve my GF(: but we have a lao gong:/ and i'm her BF((: lurve you loads GF<33>

2006-05-20T00:17:00.000-07:00

saw her car and smsed her in the morning wanting to see her but she was too busy :( Hiax.. shan't disturb, went to school with Jessica xD shes late i'm later! haha.. the workshop okok lah.. not so boring after all yup..

2006-05-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

hello, feel pathetic wearing slipper to school, sardine we're in together having gauze:/ but take care gal! all the best! dun get injured so easily.cheena at AVA and frog kepy starring here mainly at jaaziel. went for PE,OMG 10 rounds!miss my chance of improving stamina. me julie and sardine nvr run cause we injured. sardine thought us some dance steps & mrs teo stared at us! while lookin for mrs teo mrs han came out and ask sardine wad happen and lene! wads with climbin pole or pole dancing haha.. mrs J.wong nvr come(: mrs wong YT is so funny XD and slow.. for lit SO MALU! got 2 lolli though thanks sardine(: followed her to the tolilet and clean her face miss to talk to gan-ma but nvm after that i followed sardine or she followed me go see her<33!! color="#ffffff" size="1">i love you gran-ma/dar although u are super busy D: sniffs sob! with the thing, u go home so late! must take care! ur dear/gan-nu'er miss and luvs ya (:

2006-05-18T01:29:00.000-07:00

WTH!! art I WAN MY MAMA TO SEE MRS AW!! she is like freaking irritating because is like she say wrong than come and blame us wth! than actually not everyone do the art lah.. is like i kind enough not to tell teacher is like because of a few people thats why we get freakin loww! Schh was soso... su replacin su confusing? haha.. ms su replacing mdm su((: ohh.. durin geog so funny we was like suppose to like fullest attention haha.. but its like.. so funny can! ((: like jiaying fullest attention leh? than after school, helped sherly's grp do art ((: kind me XP oh well self praise is self disgrace XD realise got no CCA-basketball cause coach sick )): poor thing.. miss yah.. supppose to be last lesson somemore =/ oh well... will go home and do the art photoshop thing for sherly's group! (: haha.. i using the library to blog now ((:

puhlease.. its MISS ADELINE LOH or MRS ADELINE SEAH not some miss adeline ong BLUR QUEEN!!
anyway nvr see you )): hiax.. when my hair nice nice lol.. miss you! ILY too :))

I HATE IT!

2006-05-17T04:15:00.000-07:00

i realise something very important. Actually many people very depressed :/ hiax.. so am I. i realise that our class really need true friends but but.. i cant be possibly being best friends wif everyone right? justina, share wif me ur problems. cope with it slowly ok? promise me! )): i'm just very sad, confused and ... ... hiax.. its rather hard to forgive and forget! =/ i'm trying very hard! but i'm not sure if i can forgive you. I need a councellor! i'm suffering here! i'm very confused! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO COPE!! :/ gan-ma/dar u are busy): must take care dun get sick!ILY!(: my heart will nvr leave you till the day i die):

2006-05-16T04:35:00.000-07:00

WHOOO HOOO!! at last i had the courage to shout at her! I JUST CANT STAND IT!! sorry teachers i'm irritated!! at last you adress the matter((: ILY!

2006-05-16T03:55:00.000-07:00

"nikki dun be so childish" shouted by deepa [: I JUST CANT STAND THAT BITCH SHES SO IRRITATING!! ASS HOLE JUST FUCK OFF!!! NIKKI GET LOST IDIOT!! cant stand her.. JUST GET LOST!! AND STOP SUCKING UP TO TEACHERS AND STOP PESTERING 2D2 GET OUT!! I DUN WISH TO SEE YOU!!

change blogksin

2006-05-15T06:35:00.000-07:00

many people will know why i want to change blogskin XP whee oh well [: arhh!! HATE THAT BITCH!! RIGHT D2 SHES SO IRRITATING!! i love you(: u're in my blogskin((:

2006-05-15T04:08:00.000-07:00

hiax lazy to upload others esp zoom on my face MUAHAHAHA [: you will see it as my back ground soon

2006-05-15T04:03:00.000-07:00

SBX5191Z i'm so in love with this because its... lol.. some will know haha.. [: oh well that bitch nvr come :)) cant stand her!! luv yah [: you so cute today oh well you are always cute in my eyes :D

goin to upload some pictures=D

performance rawks?

2006-05-15T03:45:00.000-07:00

performance over. First service first time, IT WAS HORRIBLE!! =/ mistakes like verywhere and OMG microphone beside EVERYONE! freaked out.. haha.. than we came back to school the back people of the bus which consist manily sec3s and me, was playin the "fav song" not in C major haha.. oh well I LOVE THE PERFORMANCE the time the cherubim and the teachers spent together cause it was so comical =D yup.. came home felt so tired.. than bo liao me started taking pictures. =/ din feel like goin sch today but no choice right? oh welcome back Mrs Wong although i dun really welcome u back =/ haha.. LIVE LESSON SO FUNNY!! earthquake when miss Loh came in and running all over LOL! haha... i wanted to tell lene somethin but forgot she was the other side =/ haha.. yup.. woohh.. miss wong din come for harp today =]] shhhh lol! i'm MEAN! =DD oh no got to put up notice ARH!! kk.. i will upload the pictures [:

2006-05-12T21:18:00.000-07:00

it started wif sleeping later and argueing to sleep downstairs followed by watchin tv early next morning, woke up after sis switched off tv than i went to pump ball than my maid helped me than i went play bball by myself I MUST TRAIN!! i musnt ｌet sardine down ]]: charlene you must train! came home sis was rushing like bull, than i had to take for her stuff =/ than yay! i figured the right hand for a song and i can play Dare to run. [: i wan to develop my talent like hers [: yupp.. than had to find Les Amis, Fried Mars Bar and other weird stuff for sis :/ find it stupid though that they must go all the way there! really stupid! yupp.. than i helped justina wif her blog am i a blog pro? NA! so justina dun say it. XP tuition canceled YAYNESS =D and grandma naggin at me cause i dun wan eat lunch yet instead i'm here bloggin haha.. ok finish eating [: buddy's online. i lurve her haha.. cos she cherubim mahh.. cherubim rawks =D MISS TEY & MDM SU & MISS LIM, i'm so gonna miss your crappiness, your fun and boring times with us, the dreadful and wonderful times and your teachin we had together gonna miss your ]]: darling if u ever go i will follow you [: ILY!

=D i'm playing for you tomolo Lord

2006-05-12T21:03:00.000-07:00

He's the most important person in my life.He never leaves me nor forsakes me.Always there, guiding me all the way.He opens up the best pathsAnd waits for me to choose them,Never forcing me.Day by day he opens my eyesAnd lets me see new treasuresI have never seen before.He pours out all His favour and blesingsupon me everyday of my life.Whenever I'm feeling sad or down,All i have to do is look to HimAnd His smile, so full of loveWill make me forget all the problems I'm facing,And make me realise He has conquered it all.Even when all my friendsDon't understand what I'm going through,He knows.He knows all and understands all.When I think that I have let Him downHis open arms of love I always find,Comforting me, encouraging me,All the way.When I'm bored or lonelyHe talks to me and laughs with me.I can never get bored listening to HimAnd chatting with Him.
He is my Abba, Jesus, my Best Friend.

whee ((:

2006-05-11T05:14:00.000-07:00

hiax.. i realise performance is so diffcult now ]: must practise like hell i scared next year trhe SYF it will be my gosh! =/ but i shall pray [: yupp.. haha.. practised and some stupid photography club people keep taking picture of us when we not even performing in school stupid =_=''' haha.. but had fun time playin the harp though (: although i see "bubbles" on my hand. i realise that there are alot of people who can play bball very well =/ i'm pro? cool =DD TYTY!! haha.. i'm not lah.. oh well sardine is than the pr0 one! i'm still training. and CANT WAIT FOR SUNDAY!! it will be COOL!! ((: yupp.. darling why you go home so late de nvr pei wo ]]: ILY and MISS YOU! muack((:

the pictures(wait for it to upload)

2006-05-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

i really love you and only seen you once today ]]: miss yew loads! you really win my heart your talent ur drama everything of you and ur SB(something)5191X the S is coming out =/ go get a new one bah.. must love me more than her(b!tch) or rather dun even love her is not worthy lovin her [[: you know how much i've done just to mantain that level to be close to you but we seldom talk and you smiled warmly at me [: we shall do that more often! ILY! :/ many people fighting over you but you have won over my heart and i have won over yours right? wif all the responsible thing i've done haha.. XP lets talk more often i'm not so shy now [: i stare into ur eyes (: ily more! sorry the other time u stare but i pai seh :/ i'm not use to it anyway i pity you to know the biatch who 38 of us hate her.. really pity you! will help yahh out ((: ILY! and MISS YEW baby dar ((: see you on sunday. muacks[:

2006-05-11T04:47:00.001-07:00

HELLO!! EXAMS OVER ((: whee~ haha.. MISS TEY AND MDM SU I'M SO SO SO GONNA MISS YOU!! ]]: miss you loads! hiax.. sad sad.. i love this teacher but fortunately su comin back but miss tey not ]]: WE WILL ORGANISE CLASS OUTING AND INVITE HER!! =DD haha.. and without ~~nikki~~ RIGHT DEETUU!! sshh haha.. su hope ur mama gets betta kae..!! yupp..haha.. that biatch malu liao lah.. HAHA... mrs aw will NEVER BELIEVE YOU! [: i'm freaking happy and stop playing prank lah! puhlease EVERYONE KNOWS THAT NIKKI LOVES MISS TEY right? its kind of obvious the way you do. and you STOP SUCKING UP TO PEOPLE AND TEACHERS LAH!you losera anyway dun suck up to her shes mine [[: she LOVES ME and HATES YOU stupid.. dont you know i'm MORE RESPONSIBLE THAN YOU? just bcos u are treasurer it doesnt mean anything lorh.. stupid.. 1st time see someone SOO stupid! anyway many of us is not goin to forgive you.. and you know its impossible for us to forgive you i did MANY TIMES just that you just dun treasure it and i decided to FORGET IT!! i shall continue blogging. later like a few minutes later XP haha.. bo liao me =D

today

2006-05-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

wad the hell lah.. I HATE YOU FOREVER!! you suck big time. anyway MISS TEY i'm gonna miss you =[[ mrs wong is gonna give us hard questions liao.. miss your paper ]]: and ur crapiness XP oh well.. today music marathon practise HAHA!! i got the key and let them pass through the gents LOL!! =DD smart me and i rushed in to give them a warning for teacher lol! smart right?? arhh!! jaslynn jia qun mei xuan lin dian and justina they sing SUPERB!! must be as good as them! yupp.. than xue lin opened the door and everyone stared at her LOL!! super funny than i ask her to wait than miss loh called her =_= yupp.. than i carried the harps with xuelin and i'm not strong as in hand muscle haha.. yupp.. although its heavy but must get use to it ya know.. haha.. harp so funny esp ms loh and her stupid drama actions and my gosh her hearing is so good.. shall continue next time. gtg cya.. you are so cute!! you won my heart just that troubles are in between us and yupp.. i will try my best to improve =D and will be wif ya next time YOU ARE CUTE!! DRAMA MAMA!! ilya =D you rawk my world!

2006-05-09T04:42:00.000-07:00

you think you a boss act big but actually you know that no one likes you everybody hates you. i'm just so freaking pissed! i so agree with grace lah if people one to cheat their bussiness what. as grace blog says. YOU SHUD UP and stop sucking up to teacher you know why because you are just gonna be in DEEP SHIT!! i dun care about you already i'm so not goin to forgive you!!

2006-05-09T04:38:00.000-07:00

i know alot of people know my pw but its ok.. and some know by hack AHEM you know who i'm talkin abt haha.. the one who thought me how to hack LOL!!.. oh well...~~YOU BITCH YOU SUCK BIG TIME MAKE TROUBLE FOR ME ONLY NO ONE IS GOIN TO FORGIVE U EVEN JULIE!!!~~

lah lah lah lah bored XP lah lah

lah lah haha.. sian!

2006-05-05T23:10:00.000-07:00

[[: feel so cheeky! waited for like 1/2-an-hour for a taxi and YAY!! we got one... and i waved to mrs lum and jane while sherry and deborah waved at jaaziel and click.. haha.. oh well i couldnt go out =[[ came home did up my blogskin XD haha.. yupp.. and friday was like so rubbish this is all about friday. It was like vote for PAP, vote for natasha, vote for julie, vote for samantha than when we go home that time so funni lene was like vote for charlenes' than jaaziel started chanting CHARLENE CHARLENE CHARLENE!! LOL!! than me and lene laughed like hell =DD yupp thats all gtg and study =[[sorry dar if i have disappointed you =[[ ILY! but i know you dun ]]: and and hate the gal who sucks up to you! i hope you hate her and not like her =S

2006-05-05T23:08:00.000-07:00

mrs aw said i cheated but its up to you to think what you want as long you know what you really did... and i so agree with3/4 of the class that *****SUCK!! so hateher..

friendship =[

2006-05-03T02:15:00.000-07:00

"These few days in school,the Bloody Nerds + Karina + Julie + Charlene lee we're like falling apart..?We hardly even talk.& we get irritated by each other really easily." quoted from natasha's blog. hiax... can i ask ur something? do your mind if we go as ONE BIG CLICK?! hiax.. i'm overally stress =[[ sorry peops if i've irritated ur i mean its like REALLY SORRY =[[ i'm stressed and scared for my performance! sorry cya in sch and GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS XP.. can u consil me dar? i'm just so sad!!

today was great??

2006-05-03T01:56:00.000-07:00

today rawkss!! LIKE =DD no exam yay!!! and like 3 periods no teacher [[: haha.. bahh.. =[[ i wan to take part in the music maraton leh.. i think it will be just so fun XP bahh.. sharks, i think i'm just gonna FAIL ALL MY SUBJECTS!! hiax.. =[[ the performance my gawd.. is like I CANT MEMORISE THE SCORE YET!! AND NOT FAIR MICHELLE DUN STARE AT ME!! F5 lol!! pls dun come tomolo! hiaxsh.. teachers came and i was SHIVERING!! OMG RIGHT?!? =[[ miss loh was funni man.. she was like doin drama.. HELLO than hello than blah blah blah.. lol oh well i rather today than any other day =S you are so cute!! =D i now love ya more XP haha.. catch up another time =DD cyah!!

stressed!!

2006-05-02T04:08:00.000-07:00

my my.. exams.. arh.. got this got that... DnT my gosh.. is like hiayou.. so scary can.. and MUSIC IT!!! ARHHH!!! SOMEONE HELP ME!! I CANT GET MY NOTES!!!! ARH!!! hiaxsh.. regret joining? abit XP haha.. than want for harp.. MY GOSH!! must memorise!! hey faith come more often not so stressful =DD you make it sooo funny =DDD yay haha!! hiax.. my results gonna SO DEPROVE =[[ miss ya loads why u nvr come!! and you so arh... do u know its so stressful!! friendship breaking down =[[ with everyone not only me why cant there be peacer??!!
char =DD

irritated!!

2006-05-01T06:31:00.000-07:00

ask her that fucking bitch to get lost!! i cant stand her anymore!!

no more bloggin till next time

2006-04-25T06:46:00.000-07:00

GOT TEST AND PROJECTS AND PERFORMANCE AND SO ON!!!! so WILL NOT BLOG TILL MUCH MUCH LATER OF THE MONTH OR YEAR.. AND DUN ASK ME TO UPDATE XP.. and that GAL! you know who YOU are.. stop B!+(h!^G abt me YOU hear me!!

poet by me about me

2006-04-23T06:13:00.000-07:00

this poet refers to me and my diary is cherubs, its not throwing but its quiting.. i'm helpless now ]]=

there once a little teenage girl,
who cried sorrowly at night.
thinking back all the horror,
will make her cry even more.
One day her friend suggested,
Should she go for councelling?
Another one siad she was depressed,
but she didnt know what was happening.
she wanted to throw her diary away,
which is an important part of her life.
And now all she thinks is sucide.
(compose by me and its COPYRIGHTED)

=(

2006-04-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

I agree with Joyce Ler that i DO need councelling but who will councel me? Like what Esther said am i having depression? i just don't know. Many things hapened, everytime i think of it i will just cry espiacally at night. What wrong with me? ]]: God have been speaking to me. Joan, she wants to live but she have a limited lifespan. and for the boy who think his private part is too small? but mine is not all this its just STRESS!! I can live many more years ahead but why does this word 'sucide' keeps coming up? The truth is yes i dun wan to live but i'm living hoping to bring cherubs to greater height.. hiax.. at first this sucide thing wasnt very bad till that b!+** girl came and told stories which made me so pissed. She did it on purpose and now i feel like quitting cherubs =[[ hiax.. without cherubs i dun feel like living! i'm feelin very helpless ]]:

hiax..

2006-04-22T00:37:00.000-07:00

should i quit plcherubs? hiax.. its all thanks to her and her stories.. i'm sorry cherubim if i do ]]:

2006-04-21T22:37:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!!!! YOU WILL BE NEVER FORGIVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU FOR LIFE AND I WILL NEVER SO FOR DARE SERVICES ANYMORE YOU HEAR THAT!!!!!!
XIYING, SARDINE!! AND JOYCE LERRR I SO NEED YOUR!!!! ]]:
why am i still living wads there to live for?! YOU TELL ME LORD?!

sad sad...

2006-04-21T04:25:00.000-07:00

sorry cherubim!!i had no idea why i cried.. actually i do.. but is too many things.. so sorry k!! is like.. michelle ask me play harp2 out of a sudden when i practise like hell on tues.. i rather study for exam ]]: than she was like no harp1 only harp2 than my heart just couldnt take it cause i really want to perform than just when i master harp1 you said NO!! so at first it was ok but i was freaking sad already. Than after that michelle shouted at the sec2s saying no need to play the prayer already. i thought michelle was too soft so sabbie shouted even louder but no response. than i shouted at them, they din care and than i went up to them and tell them they were like hack care!! OMG!! than a tear dripped down. as now i can feel thepain mic and seniors are going through than, we sat in a semi circle than they started playing as in practising by themselves. than buddy xy shouted lets play as the deer than they were countin and some of the sec2s continued to play Jesus than when i tell them as the deer you know what was the response?! WAIT TILL THEY START!! OMG! i withstand my tears and suddenly i couldnt control it and it just flowed and michelle saw it at first than she was like "are you ok?" can i say no? so i said yes. will be continued.

I HATE YOU!! GAL!!

2006-04-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

i so hate you! please larr... dunno peoples birthday dun anyhow say!! I HATE YOU!! sardine hows ur leg?! hope its healing take care of it ok?!?!

char[[:

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2006-04-20T06:50:00.000-07:00

i hate you!! i will never trust you.. am i power hungry if i am you must be power greedy!!! you know you just make me so sad!! whats wrong with helping out with the class board all that!! DID YOU EVEN HELP!? SO JUST SHUT UP!! i so hate you.. i have been crying everynight before i sleep you know?! i just so hate you!! YOU ALL MAKE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE!! when i go to school, i only look forward to my cca plcherubs as i lurve it! it doesnt make me depress or i dun get betrayed!! JOYCE LER, LENE YONG, JIAYING, SARDINE!!!, JOLYN YAP, JULIE, TWINS!!!!!!!! I love ur and CHERUBIM OF COURSE!! i so hate you that girl YOU!! you will so hate me!! and my wish to be, will nvr be i will just die if it really happens!! i'm not lyin! thanks to that irritating gal!!

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2006-04-19T08:07:00.000-07:00

today went to school before assembly.. had spotcheck.. for me its nothing cause i had it and they made me unpick my pinafore.. so dots.. but pity some people.. who unpicked and my uniform which is only 3cm so no diff for me XP yupp.. than i was like lookin around when was told to focus.. -_-.. ok.. than had lessons.. lala.. and science stupid mr lim gave a suprise quiz which was his "easy" our hard! yahh.. than last lesson was kind of free lesson.. and someone just made my day so so bad. than shakilah debx carmen and sardine came over to my house whee had fun.. argued with my piano teacher that i shoudnt have lessons... oh well haha.. i won XP.. yup.. than some other things happen will say tomolo after i get some URL from lene =D thanks lene i appreciate it!! lurve ya [: hey sardine i'm so sorry i'm just totally off.. me you nats shall feel down together and cheer each other up. sardine maybe i'll come for art only. i just cant take it any more!

whee =D

2006-04-18T04:23:00.000-07:00

yesterday was horrible but God made miracles and today was great!! [[: thank you lord! just so love today hahah!! esp the time when i had CCA!! IT RAWKS!! [: i'm just so loving it!! oh well i'm looking forward to friday for HARP!! [: whee!! its just so fun haha.. LENE!! i guess you just cant stop talkin HUR haha.. whee basketball was fun! SADRINA AND SAM YEO!! ur are pr0s! [: ur shooting and dribbling so rocks can! Haha.. whee today cca was so fun [: haha.. esp the ghost part and POOF its gone XP yup.. wahh.. miss ang dun bully my senior HAHA.. and call the harp teachers although we know you are joking haha! XPwhy you nvr come out and talk =_=

all the way!

2006-04-16T06:41:00.000-07:00

GO PL PRIMARY JIAYOU FOR SYF!!

2006-04-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

happy easter sunday!! JESUS IS ALIVE! those who are not christian and want to be born again or saved, can email me [: will bring u a pastor or we'll go to church [:

thank you jesus for speaking to me and blessing me as i am blessed amen! those who read the verses and wants to accept or has just accepted the lord jesus may you be bless with his grace [: and for the rest of us, christians, we are forever bless! amen! we are blessed! to meet you XP

char [[:

verses~

2006-04-16T05:29:00.000-07:00

Psalm27:1-6
The Lord is my light and my slavation;
Whom shall i fear?
The lord is the strength of my life;
Of whom shall i be afraid?
When the wicked came against me
To eat my flesh
My enermies and foes,
They stumbled and fell
[read the bible for more details ((:]

1 peter 2:24-25
who Himself bore our sins in Him own body on the tree that we, having died to sins, might live for righteousness- by whose stripes you were healed. For you were like sheep going astray, but have now returned to e shepard and overseer of your souls.
Psalm 23:1-6
The Lord is my shepard; I shall not want
He makes me to lie down in the green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters
He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For his name's sake.

still water, jesus wants us to rest/ be comfortable while reading/hearing Gods word! still water means water of rest, water of peace.

Mark 6:34
And Jesus, when He came out, saw a great multitude and was moved with compassion for them, because they were like sheep not having a shepherd. So he began to teach them many new things.

easter sunday

2006-04-16T03:43:00.000-07:00

woke up this morning used the com din eat breadfast bawahaha.. couldnt decide to go to church or to jogging. thanks joyce, jiaying if ur agreed going with me i will not go church and thanks DORA!! lurve you loads for going with me if not i also wun go =[ yupp!! haha.. went to church thought i was going to be super later end up, dora's later than me. OMG right haha..oh well [: saw MRS LUM!! *phew i was not spotted heez.. saw her in baby pink sleeveless and she was like with her husband.. they so loving couple hold hands *giving me the creeps haha.. yupp.. than went to six floor for service! WOOTS the song was great it touched my heart whee haha.. after that DORA CAME!! or rather chio bu came [: haha.. she came wif her sis and bro only saw her sis though.. they look so different!! anyway they both chio lah.. haha.. well all gals are chio accept some** haha.. some people will know lol..yupp.. todays service rocks!! it touched me XP next post will be wad paster shared =)) never see you but mrs lum instead so diao!!

char

friendship

2006-04-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

friendship is hurtful, but i heard that quarrel leads to betta friendship. i wonder if it true. if it is God will perform mericles for me to see [: he can do wonders and i can do all things through christ :)) i've been drawn closer to God after this incident a big thank you to the betrayers or rather my long lost friend. i'm still heart broken but will pray for forgiveness that god will put inside me as i said in my msn. i believe that he will and i will learn how to forgive and forget. although i know its rather tough as i'm drenched in my pain. thank you cherubim(sec3 and esther), joyce lerr, jo yap and OLI! thanks for ur concern, accompany or entertainment haha.. [: ur brightened my day and life. without ur i dunno how i will live most probably a miserable life! thank you :)) sorry nikki dint go for dare so sorry :(( who can go wif me fo the sunday service? new creation church. any service (: someone pei woi i bet no one free bahh.. ]]: oh well thats life but its goin to hear GODS WORD!!ok.. signing off i goin to play maple later shan and clar kills me haha.. hope i'll see you before service [: <33

char here~ whee

precious memories unforgotten!

2006-04-14T03:13:00.000-07:00

harp board [[:

archer champion!!

the unforgetable goats

wad my grp wore

the hard work of IDPW
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where they performed

3rd group

2nd group

1st group

our own violonist

a picture shot with one group missing

pauline caught me snapping them moving the harps in!

how bad friendship can be!

2006-04-13T22:59:00.000-07:00

your never think what your say or your action does, whether it will be hurtful or not. your go ahead and do it thinking that its ok. If your want to see me die tell me straight in the face or rather if you want me to die REAL SOON than tell me lah.. your will be laughing at this when your read this but when you see it you wouldnt be laughing nor crying you will hack care am i right? and wait till next time you will feel it! than you will know what i mean! my heart is broken into pieces and its pierced with a knife. my heart cant be stitch up or glued back! i'm really very disapointed in all of you whom i have trust! i will never share with you anything ANYMORE! i will jump down or get knock by a car infront of you!

heart brokened

2006-04-13T19:47:00.000-07:00

YOU agreed with me that shes a backstabber AND NOW YOU'VE JOINED HER! wad is this?! you tell me stories isnt it the same for you? i've trusted you and you DID THIS! i'm fed up, pissed! your friendship will never be as great as we were before as i will never trust you again! maybe i will as gods word says to forget and forgive BUT HOW CAN I?! i'll just pray. now i know, all of your are not christians! YOU HAVE NO SENSE OF GODLINESS INSIDE YOU! i understand and i FINALLY SEE ALL YOUR TRUE COLOURS! i see you treatedme coldly i shant do that as we should all forgive but you will still treat me very cold am i right?! my heart is pierced by a knife thanks to you people! NOW, you are my LONG LOST FRIEND and not my usual friend!! god take control of me now :( i'm lost!

2006-04-13T18:57:00.000-07:00

i'm rather shocked about naffa but very happy about it! infect now i love it XP i scored well amazingly but with GODs help! very glad [[: later someone will say i'm boasting again but you are just jealous and hello i'm not i'm just freakin happy kae!! anyway changed my blog skin! [[: i changed it by myself! i love it! PRECIOUS MOMENTS! with music instrument and flowers. it show me the real me, i love music and flowers represent i get dried up easily if you dun take care of me! and precious moments! precious moments with me and my dar the hilarious, scary, stupid, weird and talented moments! they are all precious! and all the time i spent with you people like p6! and my seniors in pl cherubs they are very precious to me! lurve you till the end of me [:

char

wads the right one?!

2006-04-12T00:07:00.000-07:00

HMMP!! now wads really LES?? confused me.. admiring/crushing is it a les? or only those people who go on stead? so confuse! hmm... admiring someone who have great talent i only admire her talent LOL!! ok.. i know WADEVA haha.. but omg.. found out 3 cases that got people stead! BLEAH! oh well haha.. sam ong and tess you super funny leh! today when jaaziel suddenly shout SAM ONG! lol.. and sam your face turn red really haha.. lucky teacher nvr see man! lol.. anyway bunky day? hmmmph... i wonder about somethin haha... later she kill me heez.. anyway.. have you thought about how do you look ur self as? inner or outer beauty as wad the paster said today [[: i look at both heez.. yupp.. you are so funny today! love you loads <33

char[[: WHEE~ i love the babes in my class (: they rock haha.. i also love the babes of the CHERUBIM! whoots~~ haha :))

whee =D

2006-04-12T00:06:00.000-07:00

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:)

2006-04-07T22:59:00.000-07:00

yipee :)) thanks for being my frienz.. and others, lazy to upload pics haha.. sry if face not here lahh..

me~bella

me~jaaziel~jolyn

me~sardine [:

kia hwee~me~bella

trips

2006-04-07T02:52:00.001-07:00

whee!! today is another great day for the learning journey triP! thanks you lord for making the weather so right [[: we went to hydroponic farm! its so cool.. for once, i know a disadvantage for sitting behind. you will get missed out and its jus horrible XP yup.. learnt lots of cool stuff and the vege is soo fresh!! than went to the grave there where all the war people who died :( its just so scary when its so quiet! but wow so many loyal soldiers! it was cool. next we went to the old ford factory where the treaty was signed. we walked around and i got a rice plant :)) haha.. greeny today all green! than thanks to the photpgrapher:grace,sherry and jolyn yap [[: haha.. love the place its just so nice and if you go there, you'll see my note on the note pad with my big name *grins* haha.. went back to school played bball with jolyn till sweat like crazy and we look like aunties carrying big bags of veggie! oh yah.. we collected the goats milk :) it taste great man! its so cool haha.. anyway, LEARNING JOURNEY ROCKS!! you missed the great chance dar :(( are you that busy?!

lurve char :)

2006-04-07T02:52:00.000-07:00

learning journey!

2006-04-07T02:33:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to sungeh buloh and HAY dairies :) haha.. its my partner's relative farm! so cool right haha.. the goats are soo cute! esp the baby ones fed them,touched them,took pics wif them. watched how the goats are being milked they are so guai! ok went sungeh buloh, thank you lord for not winning the tickets that my aunt entered the contest! i thought was some awesome thing and happily entered to think it was a horror!! but ok lah.. not that bad although i thought it will be worse XP haha.. yup mrs jacob took us! we wented mdm su but o well it doesnt matter :) at sungeh buloh, there were many insects and cob webs! and we were so freaked out haha.. saw a "aligator" thats what jaaziel called it haha.. will i learnt many thing esp that sungeh buloh is man made! isnt it so cool =) will post a new one about today!